Nearly nine months later, and thoughts of u still bring instant tears to my eyes. They Say "As Time Goes By, It Gets Easier" But for me everyday it gets harder to spend that ONE MORE DAY, without you.

I still think of how I found out. When I signed online and saw someone with "R.I.P. Merril" as thier sign in name. ‘Can’t be my Merril’ I thought. " Who is Merril?" I asked. "Merril Dorsett". It didn’t sink in right away. I almost stopped breathing when I turned on the news a few minutes later and saw your picture there. They confirmed my biggest fear. U were REALLY gone!

The only thing time did, was make me cry less. Still miss you as much as I did when it first happened. Love you forever kid. As long as I live, you will never be forgotten!!!

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